Charity, Hmmmmmmm

So today in Relief Society our lesson was on charity and made me think. I need to stop idling away on my worries. Yes I chose a harder path than I ever imagined possible, but the cool thing is I CHOSE IT. Why is one charitable, why do they serve? Is it the blessings or the feeling after that yes you did good. I honestly believe I serve others for peace of mind. When I forget to serve or forget that yes the world does NOT revolve around me, I loose it completely. Constantly crying and blaming others. I love that I realize this now and I hope this continues. I HATE NEGATIVE NANCY!