So it has definitly has been an odd few weeks of ups and downs. But today is an up. I feel like I can accomplish anything. I saw my favorite band last night and it was lovely. I sang, I danced, and most of all I felt happy. I left feeling like I am alive and deserve the best!! I know I shouldn't settle for second best, that I deserve THE best.
Then I woke up today LATE, for my midterm and as I was rushing to school. I prayed that I would remember all that I have been studying and it popped in my head how much do I rely on Heavenly Father. And I realized that with my struggles of the last few weeks I have only asked for his help once. And I believe my current situation is to humble me and find that he is truely there for me. My testimony of the gospel relys on that. And I am so greatful that I figured this out. I know I can do it, but I know even more that GOD is needed in my life. I need that hope to know that I am indeed a daughter of God and that I deserve the world.
PS My doctor told me to eat more and guess what, that has helped a lot too. Who knew a full belly is so nice
